"It’s hard being left behind. (…) It’s hard to be the one who stays."


if you say your hair has never annoyed you to the point of wanting to shave your head you’re lying
"All the hardest, coldest people you meet,
were once as soft as water.
And that’s the tragedy of living."

You can address me as Jessaay .
Here's to set your shit straight .
16 . Home-schooled because i'm rarely understood . Drug Free . Indiana is where i grew up but not where i belong . I am who i am when i'm around you , i dance to much , i sing to loud , i laugh to hard & i tend to make people fall in love with me when truly i've only ever felt loved once . I have goals , I have dreams ; but i'm terribly afraid of never achieving them . I base my happiness on a person who i am not worthy of . I've seen things i wish i could have never seen , instead i replay them in my head constantly . I don't judge , but i'm to the point where i can read a person by their "cover" , but regardless of what i see i will always give you multiply chances cos of who i've been in the past . I've recently made a big improvement in my life , to be honest . But honestly , only few people really know who i am ; by being honest i have lost them .
I don't know where i went wrong . I don't know where the real jessay got lost .
But i begin here .
Welcome to my tumblr ,
where somewhere ;
you can find the real me
within it all .

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