You can address me as Jessaay .
Here's to set your shit straight .
17 . Home-schooled because i'm rarely understood . Drug Free . Indiana is where i grew up but not where i belong . I am who i am when i'm around you , i dance to much , i sing to loud , i laugh to hard & i tend to make people fall in love with me when truly i've only ever felt loved once . I have goals , I have dreams ; but i'm terribly afraid of never achieving them . I base my happiness on a person who i am not worthy of . I've seen things i wish i could have never seen , instead i replay them in my head constantly . I don't judge , but i'm to the point where i can read a person by their "cover" , but regardless of what i see i will always give you multiply chances cos of who i've been in the past . I've recently made a big improvement in my life , to be honest . But honestly , only few people really know who i am ; by being honest i have lost them .
I don't know where i went wrong . I don't know where the real jessay got lost .
But i begin here .
Welcome to my tumblr ,
where somewhere ;
you can find the real me
within it all .